Jobless and Cranky
As you can tell from the title,I am jobless....and also cranky.Though the crankiness might also stem from the fact that its f****** hot and the fact that I feel like I'm taking a permanent shower in my clothes.Bah!
Everyone thinks that not having a job is some kind of holiday.People keep telling me to enjoy my time off.What time off?Its like I'm on a permanent vacation,unpaid that too.Now where's the fun in that?I have no money so I can't even go on a real holiday.I sleep,eat,read,surf the net(by that I mean Facebook...lol)and watch tv..not necessarily in that order.Does that sound like fun to you?
I don't f****** think so!!!
Thursday, April 02, 2009
Saturday, August 18, 2007
My Life Be Like....
I'm never going to try being with someone again.I can't do it anymore.I refuse to.I set myself up for shit everytime I do.
Its like this.You know how women go to the parlor to get their eyebrows plucked?Similarly,I liken the guys I like to eyebrows.I like em,they grow on me and then BOOM!they get plucked out just as easily...LMAO!!
Now I'm just done.
I'm never going to try being with someone again.I can't do it anymore.I refuse to.I set myself up for shit everytime I do.
Its like this.You know how women go to the parlor to get their eyebrows plucked?Similarly,I liken the guys I like to eyebrows.I like em,they grow on me and then BOOM!they get plucked out just as easily...LMAO!!
Now I'm just done.
Sunday, July 29, 2007
LOST
What do you do when you're not sure of anything anymore?
When the pain is great enough to make you feel like crying all the time but you still plaster a smile on your face hoping no one will realise?
When you're not even sure why you cry anymore?
When you know you'll never feel safe again with anyone?
When you have a bad dream about the very same thing that's so clear,its almost as if it were happening right there and then?
When someone moves on without you or even lets you know?
When you know you'll never be able to talk about things to someone and actually feel comforted?
What do you do when you're not sure of anything anymore?
When the pain is great enough to make you feel like crying all the time but you still plaster a smile on your face hoping no one will realise?
When you're not even sure why you cry anymore?
When you know you'll never feel safe again with anyone?
When you have a bad dream about the very same thing that's so clear,its almost as if it were happening right there and then?
When someone moves on without you or even lets you know?
When you know you'll never be able to talk about things to someone and actually feel comforted?
Friday, June 08, 2007
PORTUGAL,PORTUGAL!!!
Hello all!I'm back from an awesome vacation in Portugal!Its supposed to be one of the poorer countries of Europe but sure doesn't look like it!They have everything-history,modern stuff like malls,good roads n all-u name it,they have it!
Dad's friends made it a blast!You'd think that hanging around 60+ retirees would be a great big yawn but faaaaaaaaaar from it!They were an absolute scream and just about took us everywhere!Algarve(the holiday spot),Fatima,Obidos,Nazare(the holy places)..we went all over!We didn't make it north but that's ok coz there's always next time!
Algarve is beautiful!Everything is painted white and its soooooo clean..well everywhere we went was clean and people obey the laws and rules without questioning anything.Anyway,back to Algarve.At night the place comes alive.There are squares in the middle of the towns in that region which are close to the beach and there are open air discos and bars and restos,each one playing different kinds of music!It was awesome and we went all over the place!I even ate seafood rice which was a huge quantity!People in Portugal love to eat and everything is either boiled,fried,grilled or drowned in gravy!
Back in Lisbon,we visited the Expo' 98 area which has an oceanarium,planetarium,a huge ass mall called Vasco da Gama,the longest bridge in Portugal also named the same,an auditorium called Atlantic Pavilion and other places of interest.We even took a cable car ride!
Fatima,as always,is a beautiful place of faith where countless people come each day to pray and hope for a miracle.The bodies of Fransisco,Jacinta and Lucia,the 3 children to whom Our Lady appeared are buried there and there is also the Tree of Apparitions(the tree under which Our Lady appeared).Simply peaceful and beautiful and every year on the 13th of May which is the Feast,50 million visitors from all over the world arrive there to pay their respects to Mother Mary.
We went to Madeira,the birth place of the great footballer Cristiano Ronaldo.OMG!the place is sooooooooooo amazing!Its an island of hills and everything is built into the rock face.Roads are tunneled through the hills and they have 155 tunnels in Madeira.Their mountains are not the highest in the world but they are soooo pretty and when you drive through them,you drive through the clouds!!
I wanna go back to Portugal!!!Waaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh!!!If I ever get a chance to go back,I will!
Hello all!I'm back from an awesome vacation in Portugal!Its supposed to be one of the poorer countries of Europe but sure doesn't look like it!They have everything-history,modern stuff like malls,good roads n all-u name it,they have it!
Dad's friends made it a blast!You'd think that hanging around 60+ retirees would be a great big yawn but faaaaaaaaaar from it!They were an absolute scream and just about took us everywhere!Algarve(the holiday spot),Fatima,Obidos,Nazare(the holy places)..we went all over!We didn't make it north but that's ok coz there's always next time!
Algarve is beautiful!Everything is painted white and its soooooo clean..well everywhere we went was clean and people obey the laws and rules without questioning anything.Anyway,back to Algarve.At night the place comes alive.There are squares in the middle of the towns in that region which are close to the beach and there are open air discos and bars and restos,each one playing different kinds of music!It was awesome and we went all over the place!I even ate seafood rice which was a huge quantity!People in Portugal love to eat and everything is either boiled,fried,grilled or drowned in gravy!
Back in Lisbon,we visited the Expo' 98 area which has an oceanarium,planetarium,a huge ass mall called Vasco da Gama,the longest bridge in Portugal also named the same,an auditorium called Atlantic Pavilion and other places of interest.We even took a cable car ride!
Fatima,as always,is a beautiful place of faith where countless people come each day to pray and hope for a miracle.The bodies of Fransisco,Jacinta and Lucia,the 3 children to whom Our Lady appeared are buried there and there is also the Tree of Apparitions(the tree under which Our Lady appeared).Simply peaceful and beautiful and every year on the 13th of May which is the Feast,50 million visitors from all over the world arrive there to pay their respects to Mother Mary.
We went to Madeira,the birth place of the great footballer Cristiano Ronaldo.OMG!the place is sooooooooooo amazing!Its an island of hills and everything is built into the rock face.Roads are tunneled through the hills and they have 155 tunnels in Madeira.Their mountains are not the highest in the world but they are soooo pretty and when you drive through them,you drive through the clouds!!
I wanna go back to Portugal!!!Waaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh!!!If I ever get a chance to go back,I will!
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
Boulevard Of Broken Dreams
I walk a lonely road
The only one that
I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But It's only me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadow's only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish some one out there will find me
Till then I walk alone
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh-Ah
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah
I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And where I walk alone
Read between the lines what's
Fucked up and everything's all right
Check my vital signs and know I'm still alive
And I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadow's only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh-Ah
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah
I walk alone
I walk a...
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
When the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...
My shadow's only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone
I walk a lonely road
The only one that
I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But It's only me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadow's only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish some one out there will find me
Till then I walk alone
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh-Ah
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah
I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And where I walk alone
Read between the lines what's
Fucked up and everything's all right
Check my vital signs and know I'm still alive
And I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadow's only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh-Ah
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah
I walk alone
I walk a...
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
When the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...
My shadow's only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone
Friday, April 20, 2007
You Named It Wat??????????????????:O
Mensus,Dollyfa,EuClit, hippolito,querubina,Climax,Petwin,Adorable, Assumption,Gladstone,Gleerose,Deryl,Erisso,Clephus,roosevelt, kennedy, washington,churchill,Delfa,Jolitan,DOYLA, JOLDRIN, DOYL, BLASSY...well you get the general drift eh???Just a few examples of the horror some people face when called out to.
One of my previous posts was about people,parents rather,who give their kids horrendous names that scar them for life!Que horror!I mean,why would someone do that to their flesh and blood????If my folks gave me a name like that,I'd commit suicide for sure..trust me on that!
The best place to find these names is the obituary pages of the newspapers.Especially Goan newspapers.LOL.And everytime its a new name,a new innovation,combination of two weird words.All that just to make up a name that is bound to give the child such a complex that he or she refuses to join the outside world!
A few of my personal favourites are:
Climax- as in "here comes General Climax,invader of the lands(non sexual of course...lol)"
Circumsisao
Marifa
Henceforth(oh this won's a doozy...apparently in St.Xaviers College,Mapusa...lmaooooooooo!!)
Wentworth(but only coz he's a hottie in Prison Break)
Mensus,Dollyfa,EuClit, hippolito,querubina,Climax,Petwin,Adorable, Assumption,Gladstone,Gleerose,Deryl,Erisso,Clephus,roosevelt, kennedy, washington,churchill,Delfa,Jolitan,DOYLA, JOLDRIN, DOYL, BLASSY...well you get the general drift eh???Just a few examples of the horror some people face when called out to.
One of my previous posts was about people,parents rather,who give their kids horrendous names that scar them for life!Que horror!I mean,why would someone do that to their flesh and blood????If my folks gave me a name like that,I'd commit suicide for sure..trust me on that!
The best place to find these names is the obituary pages of the newspapers.Especially Goan newspapers.LOL.And everytime its a new name,a new innovation,combination of two weird words.All that just to make up a name that is bound to give the child such a complex that he or she refuses to join the outside world!
A few of my personal favourites are:
Climax- as in "here comes General Climax,invader of the lands(non sexual of course...lol)"
Circumsisao
Marifa
Henceforth(oh this won's a doozy...apparently in St.Xaviers College,Mapusa...lmaooooooooo!!)
Wentworth(but only coz he's a hottie in Prison Break)
Monday, April 09, 2007
Do You Remember?
I was going to sleep last night.Oh I finished exams finally by the way.Hahaha.But I digress.Yes,my last thoughts before I fell asleep were of the days when I was in the 11th.My first attempt at hanging out with the opposite sex(lol)without there being any ulterior motive in making such friends.And it was an experience.
Those were the days when we were just 2 girls in a group of 15 guys.None of the guys had girlfriends back then and things were so much less complicated.Of course,its not that we didn't like one in particular(if you know what I mean).We did,but it was funny coz I liked a guy who had a major issue with girls.He tended to literally break out in a cold sweat everytime I said hi to him.Apparently he still has that problem but according to him it only extends to HOT girls(which explains why he has a girlfriend now but doesn't sweat when it comes to her-self explanatory.Haha).But that's another story.Safe to say I'm now over him and choose to harass him when I see him since he's such a 'dump'-ass(inside joke,that).Lol.
My friend fell for an asshole.Not that she's not fucked up at her end.But I'm not going to coninue on that track or I'll never finish since I have a lot of finger pointing and complaints on that score.But again,its not my story to tell.Whatever.
We had so much fun back then.Picnics,nites out at Kamaki's(KOKs we were-inside joke),every evening spent at the beach doing absolutely nothing but still managing to have some real fun.Now everyone's gone their separate ways and try as they might,its not the same at all.I miss those days and I'm sad that we'll never get them back coz now all we have is secrets,lies,conspiracies,politics and nothing real left.What you see is a complete illusion.
I was going to sleep last night.Oh I finished exams finally by the way.Hahaha.But I digress.Yes,my last thoughts before I fell asleep were of the days when I was in the 11th.My first attempt at hanging out with the opposite sex(lol)without there being any ulterior motive in making such friends.And it was an experience.
Those were the days when we were just 2 girls in a group of 15 guys.None of the guys had girlfriends back then and things were so much less complicated.Of course,its not that we didn't like one in particular(if you know what I mean).We did,but it was funny coz I liked a guy who had a major issue with girls.He tended to literally break out in a cold sweat everytime I said hi to him.Apparently he still has that problem but according to him it only extends to HOT girls(which explains why he has a girlfriend now but doesn't sweat when it comes to her-self explanatory.Haha).But that's another story.Safe to say I'm now over him and choose to harass him when I see him since he's such a 'dump'-ass(inside joke,that).Lol.
My friend fell for an asshole.Not that she's not fucked up at her end.But I'm not going to coninue on that track or I'll never finish since I have a lot of finger pointing and complaints on that score.But again,its not my story to tell.Whatever.
We had so much fun back then.Picnics,nites out at Kamaki's(KOKs we were-inside joke),every evening spent at the beach doing absolutely nothing but still managing to have some real fun.Now everyone's gone their separate ways and try as they might,its not the same at all.I miss those days and I'm sad that we'll never get them back coz now all we have is secrets,lies,conspiracies,politics and nothing real left.What you see is a complete illusion.
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