It Was Only Just a Dream....

I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.

Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?

Open my eyes; it was only just a dream.

I travel back, down that road.

Will you come back? No one knows.

I realize, it was only just a dream.

I was at the top and I was like I’m in the basement.

Number one spot and now you found your own replacement.

I swear now that I can't take it, knowing somebody's got my baby.

And now you ain't around, baby I can't think.

I shoulda put it down. Shoulda got that ring.

Cuz I can still feel it in the air.

See your pretty face run my fingers through your hair.

My lover, my life. My baby, my wife.

You left me, I'm tied.

Cuz I know that it just ain't right.

 

I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.

Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?

Open my eyes; it was only just a dream.

So I travel back, down that road.

Will you come back? No one knows.

I realize, it was only just a dream.

 

When I'm ridin I swear I see your face at every turn.

I'm tryin to get my usher on, but I can let it burn.

And I just hope you'll know you're the only one I yearn for.

No wonder I'll be missing when I'll learn?

Didn't give you all my love, I guess now I got my payback.

Now I'm in the club thinkin all about you baby.

Hey, you were(was) so easy to love. But wait, I guess that love wasn't enough.

I'm goin through it every time that I'm alone.

And now i'm wishin that she'd pick up the phone.

But she made a decision that she wanted to move one.

Cuz I was wrong...

 

And I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.

Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?

Open my eyes; it was only just a dream.

So I travel back, down that road.

Will you come back? No one knows.

I realize, it was only just a dream.

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.

And now they're gone and you're wishing you could give them everything.

Ohhh, if you ever loved somebody put your hands up.

(if you ever loved somebody put your hands up.)

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.

(if you ever loved somebody put your hands up.)

And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.

I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.

Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?

Open my eyes (open my eyes); it was only just a dream (it's just a dream).

I travel back (travel back) (i travel back), down that road (down the road)(down the road).

Will you come back? No one knows (no one knows).

I realize, it was only just a dream (No, no, no...).

And I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.

Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?

Open my eyes (open my eyes) (open my eyes); it was only just a dream (it's just a.. it's just a dream).

So I travel back, down that road.

Will you come back? No one knows.

I realize (i realize), it was only just a dream

(baby, it was only just... it was only just a dream)

Nooo... Ohhh...

It was only just a dream.

That's all it was...whether it was 2 years or 6 years. Some things are just not meant to be and its worse when you get a taste of what might have been only to have to let go and forget. Feels like your heart has been ripped from your chest. Love sucks!

Someone said, 6 years is a long time to be in love with someone and then finally just let go. So what happens now????

Jobless and Cranky

As you can tell from the title,I am jobless....and also cranky.Though the crankiness might also stem from the fact that its f****** hot and the fact that I feel like I'm taking a permanent shower in my clothes.Bah!

Everyone thinks that not having a job is some kind of holiday.People keep telling me to enjoy my time off.What time off?Its like I'm on a permanent vacation,unpaid that too.Now where's the fun in that?I have no money so I can't even go on a real holiday.I sleep,eat,read,surf the net(by that I mean Facebook...lol)and watch tv..not necessarily in that order.Does that sound like fun to you?

I don't f****** think so!!!

My Life Be Like....

I'm never going to try being with someone again.I can't do it anymore.I refuse to.I set myself up for shit everytime I do.

Its like this.You know how women go to the parlor to get their eyebrows plucked?Similarly,I liken the guys I like to eyebrows.I like em,they grow on me and then BOOM!they get plucked out just as easily...LMAO!!

Now I'm just done.

LOST

What do you do when you're not sure of anything anymore?

When the pain is great enough to make you feel like crying all the time but you still plaster a smile on your face hoping no one will realise?

When you're not even sure why you cry anymore?

When you know you'll never feel safe again with anyone?

When you have a bad dream about the very same thing that's so clear,its almost as if it were happening right there and then?

When someone moves on without you or even lets you know?

When you know you'll never be able to talk about things to someone and actually feel comforted?

PORTUGAL,PORTUGAL!!!

Hello all!I'm back from an awesome vacation in Portugal!Its supposed to be one of the poorer countries of Europe but sure doesn't look like it!They have everything-history,modern stuff like malls,good roads n all-u name it,they have it!

Dad's friends made it a blast!You'd think that hanging around 60+ retirees would be a great big yawn but faaaaaaaaaar from it!They were an absolute scream and just about took us everywhere!Algarve(the holiday spot),Fatima,Obidos,Nazare(the holy places)..we went all over!We didn't make it north but that's ok coz there's always next time!

Algarve is beautiful!Everything is painted white and its soooooo clean..well everywhere we went was clean and people obey the laws and rules without questioning anything.Anyway,back to Algarve.At night the place comes alive.There are squares in the middle of the towns in that region which are close to the beach and there are open air discos and bars and restos,each one playing different kinds of music!It was awesome and we went all over the place!I even ate seafood rice which was a huge quantity!People in Portugal love to eat and everything is either boiled,fried,grilled or drowned in gravy!

Back in Lisbon,we visited the Expo' 98 area which has an oceanarium,planetarium,a huge ass mall called Vasco da Gama,the longest bridge in Portugal also named the same,an auditorium called Atlantic Pavilion and other places of interest.We even took a cable car ride!

Fatima,as always,is a beautiful place of faith where countless people come each day to pray and hope for a miracle.The bodies of Fransisco,Jacinta and Lucia,the 3 children to whom Our Lady appeared are buried there and there is also the Tree of Apparitions(the tree under which Our Lady appeared).Simply peaceful and beautiful and every year on the 13th of May which is the Feast,50 million visitors from all over the world arrive there to pay their respects to Mother Mary.

We went to Madeira,the birth place of the great footballer Cristiano Ronaldo.OMG!the place is sooooooooooo amazing!Its an island of hills and everything is built into the rock face.Roads are tunneled through the hills and they have 155 tunnels in Madeira.Their mountains are not the highest in the world but they are soooo pretty and when you drive through them,you drive through the clouds!!

I wanna go back to Portugal!!!Waaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh!!!If I ever get a chance to go back,I will!

Boulevard Of Broken Dreams

I walk a lonely road
The only one that
I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But It's only me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish some one out there will find me
Till then I walk alone

Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh-Ah
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And where I walk alone

Read between the lines what's
Fucked up and everything's all right
Check my vital signs and know I'm still alive
And I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone

Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh-Ah
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah

I walk alone
I walk a...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
When the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...

My shadow's only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone

You Named It Wat??????????????????:O

Mensus,Dollyfa,EuClit, hippolito,querubina,Climax,Petwin,Adorable, Assumption,Gladstone,Gleerose,Deryl,Erisso,Clephus,roosevelt, kennedy, washington,churchill,Delfa,Jolitan,DOYLA, JOLDRIN, DOYL, BLASSY...well you get the general drift eh???Just a few examples of the horror some people face when called out to.

One of my previous posts was about people,parents rather,who give their kids horrendous names that scar them for life!Que horror!I mean,why would someone do that to their flesh and blood????If my folks gave me a name like that,I'd commit suicide for sure..trust me on that!

The best place to find these names is the obituary pages of the newspapers.Especially Goan newspapers.LOL.And everytime its a new name,a new innovation,combination of two weird words.All that just to make up a name that is bound to give the child such a complex that he or she refuses to join the outside world!

A few of my personal favourites are:
Climax- as in "here comes General Climax,invader of the lands(non sexual of course...lol)"
Circumsisao
Marifa
Henceforth(oh this won's a doozy...apparently in St.Xaviers College,Mapusa...lmaooooooooo!!)
Wentworth(but only coz he's a hottie in Prison Break)