Do You Remember?

I was going to sleep last night.Oh I finished exams finally by the way.Hahaha.But I digress.Yes,my last thoughts before I fell asleep were of the days when I was in the 11th.My first attempt at hanging out with the opposite sex(lol)without there being any ulterior motive in making such friends.And it was an experience.

Those were the days when we were just 2 girls in a group of 15 guys.None of the guys had girlfriends back then and things were so much less complicated.Of course,its not that we didn't like one in particular(if you know what I mean).We did,but it was funny coz I liked a guy who had a major issue with girls.He tended to literally break out in a cold sweat everytime I said hi to him.Apparently he still has that problem but according to him it only extends to HOT girls(which explains why he has a girlfriend now but doesn't sweat when it comes to her-self explanatory.Haha).But that's another story.Safe to say I'm now over him and choose to harass him when I see him since he's such a 'dump'-ass(inside joke,that).Lol.

My friend fell for an asshole.Not that she's not fucked up at her end.But I'm not going to coninue on that track or I'll never finish since I have a lot of finger pointing and complaints on that score.But again,its not my story to tell.Whatever.

We had so much fun back then.Picnics,nites out at Kamaki's(KOKs we were-inside joke),every evening spent at the beach doing absolutely nothing but still managing to have some real fun.Now everyone's gone their separate ways and try as they might,its not the same at all.I miss those days and I'm sad that we'll never get them back coz now all we have is secrets,lies,conspiracies,politics and nothing real left.What you see is a complete illusion.